I haven’t updated in SO long. But I just felt the need to brag… I scored 20 on my daily Wii Fitness test. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

This summer has been such a test for me. It’s my second summer since being diagnosed with clinical depression, and really my first summer without meds. Last summer I stopped taking them around May, so their effect still lingered. This year I was put back on meds, although this time it was Prozac rather than Fluvox, but decided I would rather try life out without them. And it’s been hard. Especially the last few weeks. It is a struggle sometimes getting up in the morning, and I just feel really hopeless. But with NYBoy’s support I’m still attempting to move past it!

When we get back to St. Andrew’s we’re ordering a few Depression self-help workbooks off Amazon, so I can take recovery into my own hands because in my experience psychiatrists just medicate the condition and as soon as I’m off them, my mood plunges so dramatically, it is not good.

Some parts of summer have been great despite my switching moods! NYBoy has visited a few times this summer and I have a million and one photos to resize and upload! I’m thinking of adding a gallery to my website because it’s easier to store photos that way. I lost my phone in Thailand though, so that’s a lot of pictures gone. But we got a digital camera the day after so I made up for it when NYBoy made a trip to Brunei.

I really want to revamp this whooollleee website. My cam is my worst enemy when I’m feeling down, so I’m thinking about taking it away completely and just uploading digital cam shots in my posts instead (Yay or nay?) . I want to add a gallery and a couple of new snazzy wordpress plugins if I can find them!

I can’t wait to go back to university.